LOVE ...
Decided 4 a long times... i get back to blog again ...lot of thing happens ...ppl changes ...so did i ...n i apologize 4 e lack of trust ...all e pressure n complain i given to u ...thinking 4 a nite...of wad u said ...i decided to spent my hoilday alone ...i need sometime alone ...to think of e wrong thing tat i have done ...to feel guilty abt it ...thoughtout this hoilday i will be in sch or hm ...no outing no meeting no playing ...sry hl ...cant go cycling with u maybe e next hoilday ba...
Moreover i guess is time 4 u to break tat chain of freedom n enjoy yr hoilday ba...u can tok with yr friend at night...go gym with them n not to forgot outing...make yr this hoilday a fun one ...i really wan u happy n not to control u to mix with them ...i would promise...i wont even go look at yr blog nor yr friend one 4 this hoilday ...so i wont know anything abt it ...i not running away from anything but to give myself sometime to get to trust u back like it use to ...only den ...i guess i have tat pride to tok to u again ...if not i full of guiltyness ...
Enjoy yr hoilday ...n i wont sms u until sch start again ...cos i don wan to disturb yr enjoyment especially with yr classmate ... maybe i selfish ...u may think ...let it be ba ...i sry ...loving u in such a way may be a gd idea
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Thursday, August 28, 2008 8/28/2008
