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How i felt ...i guess u don understand but is not important now...not important now ... fate to be...i accepted it...


Happy as it seem...
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How great can it be...
All inside my dream...
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I nvr thought of wanted to be awake...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Sunday, October 19, 2008 10/19/2008


Last min post or my last post 4 e hoilday be4 sch start...when sch really start...thing r really gg to get busy ...i need to go back everyday to sch included sat n sun...maybe is gd tat busy keep me from thinking too much...alright ...time table quite suck...like wed n fri last period psycho...so cant meet up with my two dragonboat friend 4 gym...tat really make thing worse...i had no idea to find who stronger den me to go gym ...to enjoy gym with me...toking of gym...now only it accompany me most of e time...i happy too have those weight n bar in my hand...i really glad it accompany through this hoilday ...hehe ...maybe u think i crazy ...but i enjoy it seriously ...


Today master series ...great improvement ...gd job...thing can really change n be improves so much in a month with all those time n effort ...GOOD JOB everyone...TIME N EFFORT MAY BE THE KEYWORD 4 most of e thing ...if everyone could take this time n effort to be tgt...how great n wonderful can thing be...



But no one should be blame as tat was only my ownself thinking...not everyone will think of tat way nor be as free as me said i got time go gym don go work...nvm...i wont said back to those who said to me ...cos is a fact wad ...even training 4 day a week still have 3 day to work...



One shouldnt have compare n no one is perfect...now i truly tired n i don wan to said more...each time i said something bad to ppl...where really hurt n who really get hurt ...maybe is jus my fault 4 getting out of control...learn to be patient n accepted disappointment n failure 1st be4 u can succeed is it...???i will put this word in my heart 4 now on...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , 10/19/2008


Now 4 am in e morning haven even sleep or should said cant sleep ...maybe is jus becos of some comment make me really cant sleep...i cant stop myself from thinking ...maybe i can jus don said anything ...anything will make everything blown up...tat e best way ba...how sad can thing really be ...hais

By e way now is fri le mean my hoilday is as gd as over le...u break a promised tat i waited be4 e hoilday ...maybe u don even rmb cos is nothing meaningful to u ...alright forget abt it ...ytd which is thur...slept at 4am ++ end up wake up late 4 training ...no choice take a cab down...ended up forgot to bring something important 4 training...n 4 e whole training ended up having super bad mood but i jus didnt show it to my gd friends...next i told hl tat i will pass something to him ...due to morning rush ...i forgot everything till at night hl msg me...i really sry to keep u waiting...

Next cds came out ...i was shock ...1st come 1st serve basic 4 cds i don think so...maybe fm know y ...end up having psycho...wondering i really can cope anot...haiz...with cds...make u even more busy ...haiz...hopeless...

Okay ...sat will be having a tough time training le...n sun is master series again...tough competition ar...hope i can some gd sleep this few day man...hope well tat end up ...same go to u ...take care n be careful...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Thursday, October 16, 2008 10/16/2008


Hmm...have been to ecp 2 times within this few days...one is last fri i think ...sme outing...n got a sme shirt ...haha in tp i guess i can have more den 15 shirt in 2 year time lol...like now only 6 month in tp i got already 6 shirt le...haha...Okay next is ytd ...wen cycling with e usual few...it was fun though something happen to my poor little mei mei...=(...


It start at nearly 12pm ytd...when i were still in my bed sleeping ...my phone rang ...thinking i was over slept i wen to hear it quickly...but by looking at e time is still early cos we meeting at 1.45pm...okay ...xiao mei mei was lonely in tm ...so i wake up wen to meet her at ard 12.45pm...after tat wen to eat at tm ...after a while jinny came...n after A WHILE gh den meet us ...haha everyone should now how long ar...jkjk=P...haha okay soon after ...we wen to take bus ...at 1st wanted to take bus 31...but ...seeing tat there many ppl...ended up taking 15...wrong direction somemore ...okay end up take cap down...blah blah blah ...soon enough ...we wen cycling haha...don worry no one was a burden ...as long as we have fun can liao...while cycling xiao mei mei n i have agree tat i accompany her cycle she teach me rollerblade...gd bargain ar...haha=) okay stop at somewhere after 45 min of cycling wen to e beach n looking at those rock i guess there will be crab abt ...n soon become a hunting crab ...okay everyone have fun but soon start to rain ...so end up i cycling very fast to get back...abt half way ...seeing tat jinny was very tiring ...i call kl to change with jinny cos mine is a twin bike ...kl agree ...so end up kl was cycling very slowly n i left her behind which was a big mistake ...i sry ...=(...accident happen later ...okay ...den later a shocking part was tat while i cycle to wet e tissue 4 kl ...gh came cycling to me tell me kl nose bleeding alot or wad one...something like tat ...i was shock a moment ...i cycle back fast n see ...eeeeeeeee black black de ...starting thought was black blood =.= OMG!!!...but thinking ...where will have black blood...is e dirt laaa...humph !!!...so tat it rest a while cycle back ...blah blah blah ...okay ...a fun day n make a big mistake made...next time no one shall be left behind...esp u xiao mei mei...=)...hope u recover fast xiao mei mei take care...=)



Okay today wen swimming with gh ...haha fun ar!!! ...next time let play again n fool zhan jie tgt ...yeah!!!...haha =) okay today was tired out n tml training again ...hmmm dono should happy or sad haha


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Wednesday, October 15, 2008 10/15/2008


One day if u break e law...n was sentence to put behind those bar for 3 years...though u have been punish for years...n when u came out ...u r as gd as a free man...but r u really one free man? To me i don think so ...it seem tat e world is jus full of cruelty...even u r free from those punishment ...but e moment u step inside e jail...is as gd as e society have given u a death sentence...don u think so ...how sad can thing be ...we human only think of ourselves ...we r selfish ...even inside a family ...how many really wan to care 4 each other ...maybe we r still young ...there isnt any selfishness in e family yet ...but sooner ...everyone themselves will jus be those selfish lots...how hoping tat time wont fly ...world don change ...happy time alway remain ...though is poor ...but at least a TRUE smile was place on their face ...hais ...i have think too much ba...such thing wont happen ...time will still fly ...world will still change...happy time jus wont last ...slowly ppl will jus get so busy up ...n a human natural true smile will jus slowly disappeared ...n wad was really left was jus ''Greedy , Selfish , Pathetic , n of cos Sad ''...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, October 13, 2008 10/13/2008

two different person i refering to ...

Is useless ...is hopeless...life suck to e max seriously ...wad e point of explaning when at e 1st place e mind set was there ...explaning will only make it thinks tat is was a story or a lie...




Anyway ...Am i really to soft ?...a different feeling , a different attitude , a different thoughts...it seem jus like a clown crown ...a thought of darkness , a thought of sunshine... Isn't it sad?... i wonder ...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Friday, October 10, 2008 10/10/2008


Woo~~~here am i again to blog...=) okay ...have been slping late e past few day ...BUT ...dono y ...have been dreaming of e same person for 5 day ...can u imagine tat !!!...haha is a gd thing anyway ...or should said 4 me ba...haaa ...but didnt tell e person i dream ...cos e reply will sure be "u think too much "...RITE???....haaa okay ...anyway today plan to rearrange n pack my room ...but den i was too lazy ...n end up at night abt 8 plus den start carry out e plan ...hehe...have a hard time doing it man ...since paper r all abt everywhere...but glad tat everything chop chop finish in 2h ++...haaa...anyway my rearranging have make my room look much smaller but is all 4 tat baby at hm =)...cos as day past ...e baby grow taller n start running abt ...some of e part in my room may be dangerous as edge r ard her height ... so now ...i arrange it tat is safer...so whenever she comes into my room i feel more easy abt it ...haaa=)...okay tat all 4 e day i guess...HOPING, WISHING , WAITING~~~


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Wednesday, October 8, 2008 10/08/2008


Time flew fast...hoilday will sooner or later be over..thinking of wad have i done this hoilday ....seem to be alot ...but end up like nothing ...only thing i guess i happy abt till now was 1st celebrating my captain birthday ...soeul garden was great ...feel like gg there everynow n den ...n 2nd tat fishing trip ...althought it was tiring ...but to me is a new learning experience...i simply enjoy tat day ....beside this two day ...e rest of e day will like...boring life ...no feeling nor emotion...anyway thur skip training 4 nothing ...jus not feeling tat well to go ...n today go back ...guess wad ...today was my worst rolling day ...i wasnt following e timing n blah blah blah ...woo...1st time in training like this ...feeling SO lousy ...but is alright after all...cos is nothing much...

Fishing trip...



现在的我:
对自己只有 "力"字
对家人只有 "情"字
对朋友只有 "友"字
但是对爱她的我不是 "爱"字
却是 "信"字
你知道吗?


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Saturday, October 4, 2008 10/04/2008