Finally i bought my bag ...n end up i buy too small ...waste my money ...stupid me...Ytd ...after cca...when to k.box with my classmate...it was fun n joy ...some song line r jus so meaningful can ...1st time enjoy at k.box with friend ...feeling was so different from e past where i go with e whole family...After this few day ...i have make a reflection of myself ...i learn that ...i have change ...have love to complain n comment on other ...emotion have control me ...negative thinking have alway been with me ...wad have causes all this was e lack of time to study , dragonboat was stress nowaday 4 fighting the sit , sometime being left out by a usual gd of friend hurt me, money have become a big issues to me n lastly someone ...i feel like a replacement 4 everything n anything... quitting my cca that i work so hard 4 ...is it worth it ...giving up on friend that we have when out so many time ...is it worth it ...doing so much 4 someone ...yet thing don improve so must i .........is it worth it...see...all this emotion seriously hurt me ...wad must i do ....i wonder ...want to share all this prob ...who would give the damn listening ear to me ...sadly no one...alright ...i will solve this one n 4 all...really hope i get out of this hell situation fast...if not i really gg to kill myself ...gg cca soon again ...should i give up ~~~~~
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Saturday, November 15, 2008 11/15/2008
