Today ...hmmm...com prog....die...cmf fail again...dono fail how many test already ...really sad man ...no motivation to study laaa...this term life suck ...today when 4 project after sch ...is like so moody can ...i wan to be serious thinking n make everything fast ...den everyone down there giving sian look... i know i have not done much thing yet n that is my job to think of some problem ...but den really cant thing ytd ma... not i don wan ...ended up force myself to use something i did be4 in dnt ...so that it...i didnt help much after that which make me more moody...after all...i didnt do much ...maybe i thinking they r jus kind to me ...as friend maybe is alright 4 not doing much in project...but i feel damn bad ...i think maybe i should tell teacher that i didnt help much n take away some mark from me...maybe this is only fair to my group member ...hais...next tml ...got project, gym, test, class basketball, psycho lec n some other staff to do ....all is ard 12 to 3 laaa...dono wad to do sia ...where should i go ...i not don really feel like doing anything ...not anymore laaa...i so tired ...i so sad ...life to me now ...is like ...one day after e next one laaa...no motivation no target no enjoyment n no more happyness ...
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Thursday, November 27, 2008 11/27/2008
