Life is getting boring ...sry everyone ...to e one closest to me ...weather at hm at class or during chatting ...stress hit me hard this time round ...ytd wasnt i keeping quiet e whole morning ...though u all keep toking to me ...cheering me up...u all ask me y ...yet i didnt really ans ...did i ?...n today ...wasnt i a little attitude 4 jus a stupid pencil ...actually is not abt e pencil man ...at night chatting in msn wasnt it as bad as well...seriously i stress ...that y i get frustrate easily ...yet i don wan get angry so i keep quiet ...i rmb once chatting with db friend after gym ...toking abt ...haiya 4get it laaa...who would care n understand man ...kanna left out n beening look down due to cos he or she is lousy at it ...that feeling really suck ...that not worse enough...worse is out of no where ...u suddenly become gd ...everyone also wont believe is u do it on yr own de ...is maybe coming from where or cheat de ...that is e worse man ...if u did it once ...ppl jus don trust u anymore ...plus worse is said n said n said ...though i not as bad as wad i have been blog laa...but i jus feel it that way ...every little thing U ALL said n do really hurting me bit by bit ... overall ...my life is full of black n white ...there no more other colour ...if there is...only 4 a moment ba ...cos ...next moment is jus to mixed back with black to get black again ...New year is coming ...everyone was buying their cloth n stuff ...so busy with it ...db friend gg to buy tml ...Sun classmate gg to buy ...i don feel like gg with any of e day ...maybe this new year ...don buy anything n let it pass ba ...is jus so stress...i jus so stress up ...
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Friday, January 16, 2009 1/16/2009
