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i thought i was calm ...but i wasnt ...there isnt any comment n it seem so quiet suddenly ...but is was all my doing ...i jus so sad suddenly ...did i do wrong? i dono ...i am so lost n so upset ...is it really my fault ...am i alway a troublemaker that causes everything ...hais ...is gone ...long gone...n i wan it so badly but i dono will it come back ...i alway said i hope ...hope this hope that ...but once again i really hope ...it will come back to normal somedays...hais...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, April 27, 2009 4/27/2009


Hmmm ...i myself also dono y come back to blog again ...n i guess i really dono how to tok thing in a nice way also ...anyway 1st day of sch ...it was like an outing ...all e while is okay ...but still i still not use to seeing that person in my class ...is kind of troublesome ...is like friend but also not like ...but at least i don disturb him ...n he don disturb me can liao ...don get it wrong ar ...i don hate him or wad ...jus not close to him only !!! so find it very weird ...anyway second day of sch which is today !!! jap was fun though we did nothing much ...but e teacher was like teaching small kid word by word ...wasnt it fun like back to pri sch that type of lesson...but after that ...i have 4hour of break be4 e next lesson =.= Zzzz...anyway my jap name was Rikku ...i watch lot of amine ...den i find that i don really like my jap name ...like gal like that ...but nvm...will love it slowly ...haha...n lastly maybe this is wad i wan to blog ...i guess i lonely all this while n i think i wan to be alone 4 a while ...not that u have done anything wrong ...is jus that i jus wan to be alone ...i guess all this time ...u haven really change but i change ...but is wasnt really important at this point of time ...wad more important is studied ...though i think after weeks i will 4got abt my lousy gpa ...but i think e more i wan to 4got e more i rmb clearly ...but i take it as a challenge n work hard ba ...u too work hard, enjoy n tc...n i think this hoilday n till now ...don really wan to praise...but i think lucas really make my life not so lonely thx alot man ...as a friend not gay don get it wrong !!!haha


Currently mood is upset yet don feel like doing anything ...but a little bit of wan to studied harder ...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Tuesday, April 21, 2009 4/21/2009


Alright ...it have been long seem i last blog ...n hoilday is finishing that i y decided to blog ...this hoilday can count as a fun hoilday laa ...though i not very happy these few days....movies watch abt 3 show i think ...not bad....at hm watch movies like free also ...watch i think abt 15 movies maybe ...one of e best i think of all show is mall cop ... tok abt movies den is birthday...went to celebrate 3 friend birthday ...though i thought have 5 ...ya nvm ba ...jus feel a little bad nvr help lucas celebrate ...but got e heart can liao ...rite ...haha ...okay clar birthday was fun ...hoping mine will be as fun as his man ...totally enjoy that nite...=) next is training ...i train hard this hoilday ...only rest 5 days meaning no dragonboat training yet nvr go gym only 4 five day ...but still as weak as ever laaa ...sian ...anyway have a sport leadership camp ...very meaning though e 1st day was like whole day talks ...i also dono how i able to pass that day sia ...haha ...but i was thinking that very night after those tok...being a leader is someone who is stable ...responsible n able to make e best decision 4 everyone ...n yet 1st i was not stable in emotion ...second ...i was not responsible in lot of thing like study ...if i was responsible enough i wont get this type of shit gpa ...well lastly i alway make e wrong choice ...i have make life so difficult that i myself also dono y i ended up in that camp ...totally shit ...after camp not to 4get ...gpa ...haix ...no point saiding ...ppl call me to have more confident in myself but e problem is ...aim is aim ...work hard is work hard ...how can aim be done without hard work ...that y i have no confident in working hard ...cos my class my friend ....u know i know ... no need to said ...plus i was e worse inside ...playful n alway not working hard one is me ...haix ...sian sian ...lastly this week mon to fri ...is tired like crazy ...everyday go sch morning end up go hm like 8 plus 9 plus at night ...tp regratta ...totally shag 4 us ...fun 4 e new guys ...last year wad u see 4 tp regratta is like so easy ...i tell u totally shag n tired ...i nvr lies ...is worse den 4 hour of gym man ...much more worse ...n thur night have to stay in sch so that fri which is today can wake up at 6am to prepare ...okok tok so much let see some colour ...
see ...wasnt it fun ...but i hope my birthday will have one-fifth of this much fun n i very happy le ...=)
n so long le not even a photo ...sad...
n suddenly delete blog ...sad ...
n suddenly have that mind set y ...sad...
n i so unhappy these few days...sad...
n i so tired suddenly ...i jus gg to sleep le...hais=(


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Friday, April 17, 2009 4/17/2009