Sch start for 3 week n i mostly late 4 all morning lesson ...make lucas n benedict wait n late 4 class tgt ...got once even let benedict friend late den he don wan go sch ...not that i don feel guilty ...not that my attitude suck n get angry becos someone will keep on said n trying to make me guilty ...but well i really sleep less den 6h per day ...everyday ...plus trainging is still almost like everyday ...i tired ...i wonder how long can i last ...my body is getting weaker each night i sleep late ...i wan sleep early but i jus cant ...i can be on bed by 11pm...but e next moment when my eye wan to close ...is already 2 plus 3 plus...how to sleep ....n how to wake up early ...really sry benedict n lucas ...keep on wait 4 me ...i hope i will soon adapt to e time table n sleep ...give me more time ...thx ...n next ...i jus i make a joke out of e midnight chat ar ? 7 month ...to me is hell long sia ...but jus like wad u said ...rite now ...7 month is not short ...neither is it very long ...i myself dono i can last so long but on e other ...u can focus on e other thing also like training ...planning camp ...working ...studying ...n even enjoying gg out all that ...free-gal ...no joke really ...take this time to happy out ...forget abt e past ...think n make e future even better ...but make sure don be stranger after that ...if not really have to slap n awake u up ...all this is how i feel like ...haven cmf yet ...hmm 7 month like very long hor ...haiya change 1 weeks ...haha ...jk ...but really ... 7month is it really okay with such long time ....hmmm...
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Friday, May 8, 2009 5/08/2009
