Time really flies ... another group is coming in to poly n slowly is gg to be my last year soon ...with another blink , poly life will soon be over ... rmb last year when i jus went in...meeting only one person to sch n back hm e 1st 3day ...n slowly lot of thing change , with cca , knowing more abt gym staff n start to build up , training day by day , working harder with those bros through those tough time , n later on having a operation stop training n slowly one by one they quit n soon i'm on my way to leave e team as well ... study as suck as it can be , till now i still don get serious in study ... is sad ...
Rmb i was young , i use to have grandparent who show me their love n care ...use to learn chinese chess from my grandfather , day by day trying very hard to win him , spending time gg market with him when i'm on hoilday , n soon P6 come one fine day n there he go to another world n from den e next 2 to 3 year ...i can cry when ever i think of my grandpa . till now my eye will be heavy when i think of him ... i really miss him ...n slowly sec 4 end n i leave my grandma n uncle ...n get my freedom ... n now that how i become ... feeling so suck to have a own room fill with no love n care in it , everynight was a lonely one when i was at hm , still e same old ppl , parent ,bro n sis , but thing change , they r no longer wad they r anymore , parent become worse as they don learn how to save up ... bro have a wife n child to take care of , sis become horrible n start to even betray , so now i no longer fill with love n care but also learn not to trust , none of this is wad i wan , but is jus too bad that this is my family n my life , today also dono y , jus want to tok this out ... maybe i really miss everyone i use to be happy with ,
thing can no longer be change , wad done cant be undone anymore , we only can face it , learn to get use to it , n treasure it while we still can , be4 tear start dropping , y not spend time thinking , how to improve it , making it better , making e life a happier one ... hais ...
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, January 11, 2010 1/11/2010
Well ...call friend come my hm so i can cook 4 them ... but in e end quite sad ahh ...i think i cook e worse meal ever ... haha ...as sad as it can be...when i was young i start learning cooking from grandparent ,furthermore my parent sell food ...with all this learning i should be a at least better in cooking ... but guess it all rust down to nth anymore ... quite sad laa , a dish that i use to cook in FnN to score , but end up i cook glue n shit , e 2 will know wad it is, really sry... 4 e lunch cos end up nvr eat anything sry sry ...haha ... well don think i wan to cook 4 anyone anymore laa if not ps also , really rusty liao , got time must go back to ah ma hm to ask her teach me cooking again , N i cook 4 myself to eat jiu hao liao , hais ... well i think i invite they also don dare to come eat also haha ... so well well must try improve laa ~~~ wahaha ...
okay next ... iphone have been super troublesome , unlike normal phone but also got fun part which is internet n game laa , so pros n cons laa ,so lei , dono buying iphone really a right choice anot lei but hope it can last 2 year ...hope so ahh !!!
n finally ...saw her in e bus but i went speechless when she look at me , i dono y she look at me so long , maybe she wan me to tok to her said hi to her or anything ? but i went speechless all e way ... hais ...i think this is something to reflect on cos i totally speechless with that dono look as well ...y ahh ?? i also dono y , maybe if got chance wan to ask her every wed n thur wan go sch tgt , will that improve something ?well ~~~ dono she want it anot also 1st ??...hmm lot of thought n question behind every action n moment ...
n should i buy this !!!
this pic i take from benedict blog , look really nice rite e mirror , but jus a pic, e real thing dono is it like that clear anot , mon go sch see ben iphone jiu ton le ... if really like this i don mind spenting e 14 dollar to buy laa ...=)
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Saturday, January 9, 2010 1/09/2010
As long as we understand ... it's enough ~~~
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Wednesday, January 6, 2010 1/06/2010
Today onward ... i think is time to open up my blog to those ard me again ma... no point hidden gd thing to share with other , n of cos of bad thing as well ... well those that i have post during the change ... i save it as draft ... n let start thing afresh ...today watch that handicap show in channel 8 ...dono y ... a lot of thoughts come into mind ... feel rather sad n emo ...ppl fighting hard to live , while i'm here wasting my time to play ... 4 once i quite look down on myself ... i have no aim , no life , quite useless ... but well ... at least now i guess is gd to start abit on study , help abit on project , life on training n gym is over to me ... i quit dragonboat , have quite abit of feeling there ... but is time to take a leave , maybe can have a few day of own training like simple running , a light weight gym ... i dono laa ...gym not important at all liao ... movitation gone ... now jus wan a simple life with a simple aim 1st to have a passing grade .... maybe i should treasure ppl n thing while i can ... but 4 some ... even if i do, even if i dont , life still have to go on ... maybe it painful ... but one day i still have to face it n get over with ....
that all 4 today ...
waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, January 4, 2010 1/04/2010
