Today onward ... i think is time to open up my blog to those ard me again ma... no point hidden gd thing to share with other , n of cos of bad thing as well ... well those that i have post during the change ... i save it as draft ... n let start thing afresh ...today watch that handicap show in channel 8 ...dono y ... a lot of thoughts come into mind ... feel rather sad n emo ...ppl fighting hard to live , while i'm here wasting my time to play ... 4 once i quite look down on myself ... i have no aim , no life , quite useless ... but well ... at least now i guess is gd to start abit on study , help abit on project , life on training n gym is over to me ... i quit dragonboat , have quite abit of feeling there ... but is time to take a leave , maybe can have a few day of own training like simple running , a light weight gym ... i dono laa ...gym not important at all liao ... movitation gone ... now jus wan a simple life with a simple aim 1st to have a passing grade .... maybe i should treasure ppl n thing while i can ... but 4 some ... even if i do, even if i dont , life still have to go on ... maybe it painful ... but one day i still have to face it n get over with ....

that all 4 today ...