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It coming to an end ... holiday ~~~it so fast that one month have past ...it feel as though like one week ?!? ...maybe everyday my life it e same that y i feel that is fast ... doing nth but watch show n watch show n watch show till morning den sleep ... finish watching下一站 幸福 in 3 day , 就想賴著妳 in 2 day or so cant rmb ... so imagine ...i sit down watching all day long !!!but is a touching n nice show ... so many time let u feel like wanted to know wad will happen next n stuff ... haha

well well ... we cant really stop time ah ... i still rmb in sec sch ... stealing alcohol , sweet all that n so but thinking back now... i gg to become old le ...seriously i don feel like i am gg to be a 19 year old guy this year at all ... that is able to buy cigarette, getting in to pub or club or buy alcohol or even 4D ??when young ... getting all interested in all those except smoking ... but now when i can do it ... i simply think is a waste of money to even try it ...that how my life is ahh ... simply can call me a noob ... being 18 4 like half year le but haven go into pub or club ...but i simply don regret it ... since i now need to save ton n ton of money ... hell man !!! i need to save so much that it such a headache ... but nvm sch is starting so hope to eat in sch often den can save money le ...


well as time past i start to realize ... that is no forever friend nor love ... that e reality ...when thing started to change ... is time to said goodbye ...no more "use to " or "if " anymore ... cos it not useful at all ... one month will past soon enough ... n i will tell myself its time to said goodbye ... my friendS ... not that we wont meet ... but is simply not easy or use e word "hardly able to ba ".. i guess only one person know wad i toking abt ahh .. in one month time .. seriously is hard to accept or take it ... but that how life work ... GET LOSE IF U R POOR OR WEAK !!! haha... well not that serious case but it jus affect me that much that i felt so uncomfortable ba ...



Oh ya if i not wrong 3 or 4 day back ... i have a dream i dono am i awake anot =.=... is like a dream but also like i am thinking of it meaning day dreaming haha dono laa... dream of e moment when i gg unconscious...dream of e weight that when i let go n my finger jus gg numb n break already ... dream of e operation i having where i see my out of shape hand after injection n stuff ....it hurt n i feeling like omg it repeating in my mind again n agian dono should i said happy or wad lei ... dono how to describe ... it feel gd that i able to take it n everything but now thinking back ...it same thing happen again i dono i can be so brave anot lei ... taking it again ...nvm ... i jus trying to said ... when i injure that time ...i scared but i take it all ...but now if same thing happen again ... i don think i can take it like e 1st time ... but i dono y i will think back all this stuff...i guess i too tired to even notice am i even sleeping anot ... haha this few day i really tired out ...





IF U THINK ALL THESE PIC IS SICK N DISGUSTING that rite... IS MY HANDS ... my injure hand ...once use to look so DISGUSTED ... BUT IS STILL MY HAND after all ...it jus like a PROCESS ...when at a START u get HURT ...den u go 4 operation with injection n stuff to get heal up end up in a bandage ... later slowly e bandage get SMALLER ...n when it is time n e wound is able to SUPPORT itself e yellow harden blood can be remove n slowly follow by e metal ... n SLOWLY ALONG WITH TIME ...e wound totally HEAL UP BUT LEAVING A SCARE DOWN THERE !!!

Wasn't it jus like a relationship where u get hurt n it take time to heal bit by bit till u will be able to support yrself up n start to let go ...but even if it u let go ... no matter wad ... it still leave a scare deep down in yr heart ... rite .. hais


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Tuesday, March 30, 2010 3/30/2010


i am so so stupid .. when e time is really short ... when e time started to change ... when there was a limit to time ... i started to miss ... but now ... when i start to miss .. i always said it in this blog ... but not to that person ... maybe i am coward ... maybe i am stupid ...knowing that action tok more den word ... i jus dono how to start it ...one more month ... that all i left with ... that all i gg to said ...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Tuesday, March 23, 2010 3/23/2010


Rush against time to pack my room today ... end up okay laa i like e new arrangement of my room nice ... n i throw alot of thing today ... gd look neater... =) thx jerone 4 helping me out again also... haha .... well den meet up with e rest to celebrate gh birthday ... starting all no plan de... n it look really boring ... but well end up gg mind cafe ... a little bit of fun here n there n lastly e cake on e birthday boy face ... nice ... i take my revenge liao since he was e one who put on my face on my birthday !!!! WAHAHA evil laugh* HEHEHE ... well end up dirty that place ...later walk here n there ...in btw saw friend friend performing on stage in singing n staff laaa ... blah blah blah n waste time till dinner ... abit sian laa ... like nth to eat lei ... zzz zzz zzz really nth to eat ... no baked rice one ... sad ... haha ... well fun part come after dinner photo session ahh ??? haha fm so willing to ask guy help take photo OOP!!!=x haha ...that all 4 today ba ... in btw i really love e pic i have today ... all look so nice except a few of it only ... n this is e 1st time i like ALL e group photo ... so high n fun at that moment ...=)))))))))...






东西有没有价值...
就要看拥有它的人...
懂不懂得珍惜它...
在乎它...


我相信终有一天...
我也会遇到一个懂得珍惜我...
在乎我的人...
不管我有没有钱之类...
她都会一心一意的爱着我...
疼我...

Hais ... write till i sound like a gal ah ... but i really waiting ... rite R ???


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Friday, March 19, 2010 3/19/2010


today was rather a tiring day ...12 to 12.30 went to eat chicken rice...12.30 to 2.30 went to gym , 2.30 to 3.30 eat grill fish with rice n mushroom soup , 3.30 to 4.15 take bus , 4.15 to 6 boxing training , 6 to 7 take bus hm , 7 eat again 2 packet of noodles , n 10pm eat mac again ... woo tired n full ahh .. hope everyday was like this .. busy myself instead of thinking ...happen to tell jerone today i start to miss everyone but nvr said who laa but i gg to blog here ba... miss e one gal that wont msg me or chat with me or tok to me or meet me 1st , miss e group of mj playmate u know who laa ...miss kaili n e group ... miss so many ppl all of a sudden but jus dono wad to do with it ... i saw her on9 everyday , but wad should i said , n ya 2 more day to someone birthday ahh ... suddenly think of that ...i wont jealous anyway ...instead must wish him ahh ???... well ... sad yet happy news come at e same time... jus becos today that i miss ...suddenly received call n msg today that ...gg to meet 2 of those 3 i miss soon ... e timing was so rite n by e way is not becos i call or msg 1st is jus nice today they ask n tell me ... wooo so qiao ... n sad that not all 3 i can meet soon only 2 out of 3 ... e one i miss e most is not gg to ask me also ...sad ... very sad ...well i find i blog until very complex dono reader who read understand wad i typing anot ... well nvm ... i understand jiu hao le ...

today boxing i found out that i have no strong punch n i have no stamina at all ...sad ... i should build up myself to be stronger ... hope i can =(


no matter how i see it ...no matter how much i see it ,no matter how many time i see it ... i still don understand n feel sad ...


that all 4 my blog today tml gg to be like today ...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, March 15, 2010 3/15/2010


Human greed ...don really understand ...so in another word even u understand u cant control yrself i guess ... when thing r gg smoothly ... u wanted it more no matter wad is it ... u feel good n wanted it more n more ... but one day when thing turn bad ... some will use dirty method to get it back while other try hard to earn it back .. wad i trying to said is ... when thing u wan is within u , u wanted more , when thing started to turn away from u , u try hard to want it back , when thing r completely gone ,u start to miss it , n realise yr mistake , but is too late ...that wad we human r ,


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Sunday, March 14, 2010 3/14/2010


Feel like closing my eyes , n do nth , feel like having my whole body tired out, ache n numb anything will do n feel nth , feel like resting in e pool of water n relax my mind from all e trouble , 4 a while i wan to be tired n think nth , n feel nth jus like a dead man on e swimming pool relaxing my mind ... n drown my phone cos it nvr gg to ring at all ... i waiting ... patient is e word , but i wan to relax now that all ...think no more Ric ...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, March 8, 2010 3/08/2010


Wad a tiring week ...after all ...have been slacking with my gym training ... gonna get back soon tml..well ...nth much to update ... this week i have play enough 4 e hoilday liao ... gonna stop my fun soon ... cos i don need it too much ...anyway ... is over finally ...i guess it was nice ...she enjoy it ...of cos not with me ... haha ...

sometime things are not meant to be that way ... but it hurt by jus seeing it ...


anyway ...jus hit e sandbag as hard i could ...end up with peel skin on my hand ... abit red on e other ...maybe it's more fun feeling numb den hurt ...



waiting 4 u to come back to me , Saturday, March 6, 2010 3/06/2010


It have been so long ...since i last saw her ...totally went speechless for a while ...but i know it gonna be sad ... i dono y i give it ... but i jus wan to tell that ... there a time limit ... it shows how long time have past already ...hais ... well well ... end up ... thing change abit ... no longer putting hope on me le ... i can tell ... but overall really miss her alot sia ... but is like so unreal that she sit infront of me once again ... well well ~~~


Well ...learn baking cake recently ... thx to those who guild me n give me idea ... u know who u r ... totally thx u all from my bottom of my heart ... =) ... was it successful ??? 4 e cake ... oh yes ... it was...as 4 that friend ... oh no ... i don think so ...i sad ...

Went lucas hm ytd 4 lunch with a big group also ...e mother treat us that nice salted chicken n dumpling ... 4 me i eat chicken all e way ...cos i don eat dumpling ... went in sit down n eat ... thought got rice ...but nope... eat chicken until full sia ..best ... totally like it ...wahaha ...den mj mj mj mj mj mj mj ...all e way at lucas hm den later at dickson hm ...lose n win ..end up is still a win ...

that all 4 today .. as i jus wake up ... with a totally hopeless mood ... i hope something gd can happen later ...if not jus be it ba ...hais hais hais ...


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Friday, March 5, 2010 3/05/2010


Today went back to sch to sign something n went gym ... totally happy with e gym training today good n fast ... =) saw some old teammate ... well...some said i become smaller le ... ya ... my dropping of weight have shown ... well well ... nvm ba ...

After that meet up with zy, phebe n ben ...well ... walk ard n finally my shirt have arrive ... wanted it so much ... but still thinking should i use it to buy anot ... after all she promise to go buy with me de ...but well till now no sign of anything ... so i wan to return it de...hais... ohh my shirt ... i will get u soon ...even if it is so ex ... wait 4 me to buy it be4 kanna sold out hor ..!!! =.=...really like it that Germany shirt ... well haiya ... will get it soon ... saw a belt also ... very nice till i wan sia ... i tell jerone ...my birthday u know wad i wan le ahh ...wahaha...too ex... so wait n see got ppl wan to buy 4 me anot ba ...haha ...lastly ...zy buy a same jacket as me ...he buy 4 $29.90 ..i buy 4 $49.90...cos got promotion ... =.= hate it man ... promotion don come early ... F it ...that all 4 shopping i guess... haha

So went ben hm ... be4 gg ... shoulder swollen due to phebe ...but is alright laa....playing only ....don worry ... wahaha ... play mj again...last game win big ...from losing 4 dollar plus till win 8 dollar ... that game power ...wahaha...

okay end up at hm now ... tml dono my shoulder pain anot ??can gym anot ??... hope can sia ...hais ...

Anyway happen to saw fb comment ... i wonder wad is she toking abt ... if she still care ...my phone will ring soon rite ... hias ... i must be dreaming again ... i take gd care of my shoulder 1st ba ... nites


waiting 4 u to come back to me , Monday, March 1, 2010 3/01/2010